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This is too much! I'm listening Ianto talking to Jack, and he seems to be perfectly alive! But, that’s not the truth. The truth really hurt my heart!!!

And for those who know me, You guys know when I’m very exciting or extremely sad… any way, when my heart is full of feelings, I drop into English mode. Like. Now. My HEART is like breaking into million pieces and stamp HARD again and again by BBC.

After the blog about CE and 10th Doctor, I found myself terribly missing Jack and Ianto and Torchwood. I still don’t have enough courage to finally watching the last episode of CoE, so instead of that, I think the radio play would be a good idea. Ha. No! IT IS NOT!!!

Well, this play called the house of the dead, and it’s part of a series called the lost flies which is aired after “Children of Earth.” Mainly it’s about those things happened after S2 and before CoE, so Ianto is still alive then. But not this one, not the house of the dead, the house of the dead is happened after S3. So……maybe you guys would like to listen to it first, so I won’t blow the “surprise” up.

Here is the Link

 

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This Episode is all about Jack and Ianto, it’s more like a closure for fans. But it totally hurts me so very bad.

I can’t believe that BBC bring Ianto back so they can just kill him off again. This is like a million wrong! It shouldn’t be like this. Although Jack finally tell Ianto “ I love you” but this episode killed all the possibilities to bring him back again. They even close the rift FOREVER!

There are some very nice dialogues exchanged by the two beloved characters, It really shows how much Ianto means to Jack. O, how I wish Ianto can walk out the house and be alive for real. Maybe he can become immortal like Jack so they can literally be together forever. That would be so wonderful. But those damn British script writers have to kill people off or separate Doctor and his companies in the cruel way or do whatever it takes to break fans’ hearts. Think about Rose and Donna. O, how my heart ache for them. I mean, It’s not like they are writing a Greek tragedy. Why does everything has to be so sad?

I really miss Ianto, unlike most other characters I adore, this kind of emotion doesn’t attach to the real actor, so I only like Ianto but not the one who plays him. It cause me this trouble that I keep mourning for the lost of Ianto, and could not find myself any other plays of that actor to sooth myself. Sadly, I found Gareth David-Lloyd did a better voice-acting than John Barrowman, and he did a very good Ianto!

I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them. I miss them.

You know what, It’s not just happened after EoC, It happened after Jack left the Earth. So he especial came back to Earth -- to the house of the dead -- for Ianto!!(so Gwen wasn’t really in it which is actually a benefit. Never like her.) I wonder when this happened, before or after The end of time? I kinda of this happened after 10th Doctor hook Jack and Alonso up. It would only means Jack still can’t let go Ianto and be with someone else, Because Ianto is not just a blip of time to Jack.

I feel so bad now. All those feelings!!!! I feel so empty now. I might just go online and start google some Happy-Ending Fanfics. Hope that can cheer me up a little. Damn you BBC, Damn you RTD. O, I miss how Ianto loves his coffee and all his little funny reactions to serious things. Some might say his character is shallow and empty that he’s never been serious developed, but I just like his silly talk. Though My whole feeling right now is not as bad as when 10th Doctor leave us, I still can’t stop my tear from dropping. JUST ACHE SO BADLY NOW.

  

Keep repeating the last 9 minutes.........their last conversation really kills me. Why does Ianto Jones have to sacrifice himself AGAIN? Just let someone else save the world, can't they? AAAAAgghhhhhhh!!!

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Again, sorry for the crapy Engilsh, it’s the emotional thing. I’m practically crying and typing at the same time.  Well, I don't expect anyone really read this anyway. I'd even be suprise if there is someone leave a message!

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